Home
Is it where the heart is? Where the family is? Well, if that’s the case, I don’t want to be “home”. I want to be in my own apartment right now without the family drama, the rude looks, the passive agressive comments, and the overall feeling of discomfort. I’m already looking at the train schedule to try and get home, but will i actually do it? Create more drama, feel guilty?
I feel worse when I’m around my family then I do alone. Yet when i’m alone i’m a mess. So is there a right place to be? Maybe it doesn’t matter where I am, maybe it is me regardless. But at least at home i can do what I want and be alone and not feel constantly bothered by people in my life who clearly have their own issues as well.
I wish i could go home right now…my home. The holidays suck as an adult.
3 years ago